“…So detached from myself and so present in the world.”企图划分出自己的世界企图沉睡于过往的流沙企图触摸并雕饰他人企图不期而遇的未来可是往往我们与外界无生命的颜色混沌一体 被身后的阴影笼罩窒息接近他人却又过失伤害永世沉沦在碌碌的幻觉里欲图淡漠割裂结果支离破碎
If you once loved someone but pushed him/her away because you did not love yourself enough. If you can feel the gravity dragging and crushing you, and yet you grow well-trained to ignore that, or not.